feelin stressed

Today I was facebooking a friend and had a lot to say. B/c I guess I was doing a lot of thinking. Well, actually not. It's just one of those things where stuff just starts coming out.

I'm feeling a bit over whelmed right now. I have no idea where I'm ganna live in a month. I need a job to pay for rent. Hmm let's see. Just a lot. I just wonder why I'm here to go through alll this trouble.

I love school!! I remember sitting in one of my classes being like "this is great, i can do this. This feels natural." But I also have the thought, why am I going to college.Why has this been my dream, why am I doing all this.

I've been doing my h/w for social problems class. Read chapter 1. Well I have to say it took me forever! I read it, highlighted the key words in there, went back wrote the key words down. It took forever. Like 2 days. But that's how I'm ganna learn. I can't put less time in it. In fact, i should probably put more time into it.

Today I have to tackle English reading. Two chapters. and do an assignment. Got history out of hte way the other day.

I just broght all my stuff into the house from Cat's car. I have a lot of work to do w/ that too. I went through the tubs. The one has all the clothes I want. But I have to figure out where to put them and such. Oh the joys. Then I have all this stuff like candles and decorations that I brought w/ me, that I can't even use right now. It just makes me wonder what life's ganna be like for me in a few months. Will I have a place I call my own. Even if it's just a bedroom I rent from someone. Will I be able to unpack all my stuff? Can I have my million candles that I bought during Christmas out and about. Or did i bring this stuff (and myself?) down here for nothing. I have lots of what's/why's/ what if's going through my head. and I just want some answers.