Thursday, April 23, 2009

down fall of life right now

Our trailer park just got a new maintenance man. He and his (something?) just moved into the office house. He's told us at subway both it's his wife and mom. She's older. I have no idea what she is to him. He's a little freaky. I was home alone the other day while he was working on our bathroom. He did several things that freaked me out... including pulling my tank top aside to see my tattoo, sticking around and talking to me each time he walked by (again, no doors or barriers in the "hallway" of our house. I got so freaked out that i went over to work to hang out for a while. (we're not suposed to hang out there while not on shift... but i told my manager about the situation and she said she'd have done the same thing.)

So everyone down here (and i pretty much mean EVERYONE) drinks and smokes weed. I have to say that with my past, it gets a bit hard and tempting. Especially with alcohol. I so badly want to be able to just have a drink sometimes. But I know that for me, it's one drink that starts it. Even a sip would be crucial.

BUT on a good note. I'm staying strong! And everything else is great right now!!

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