My older cousin and I have been messaging on facebook w/ each other today. I've done a LOT wrong, and have hurt her. Stuff from my past is being brought up. I needed to hear it. But at the same time, I dwell on what ppl. tell me, instead of letting it go. So now I'm in this mood where I just want to retrieve and be by myself.
she also asked why i move all over and don't stay in one place. she says she wants me to stay in one place and that at some point of time my mom is going to need me there to help and take care of her.
I've been thinking about coming home. Not sure what's ganna happen. Ya I have a job and am enjoying it. But the reality of it all is, I'm not getting payed enough. Eventually I have to move out of Cat's place. If I go to school in the fall, I'm still going to have to work full time (which right now i'm only part) in order to pay for an apt. I'm just so confused.
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