Monday, December 29, 2008
to be or not to be? (texas that is...)
As you prolly know, i should be on my way to Texas right now. In fact, i'd almost be in Tennessee for the nite. But that's not the case. I didn't go and I'm not quite sure yet if I am going. I'm confused, and need to seek God out. Friday nite i prayed, asking God that if He didn't want me to go, or not go right now, to show me something w/ the car, that would keep me from going. So mom and i are up and getting ready to go pick the SUV up around 11ish. We call to get directions, and the guy says they don't have the SUV for me!! What?! I had it reserved for 2-3 weeks!!!!!!!!!!! So after a lot of frustration, i was able to go to NE Philly to pick one up. We get there and they say they can't rent it to me w/ my debit card, we need a credit card, and the person had to be there to sign. So we couldn't just get someone to give us the number by the phone. I was upset!!!!!!!!!!!! My thoughts "i'm suposed to move to Tx in hours!!! you gatta find a way to rent me this car.) I began praying that i didn't know if it was God telling me not to go, b/c that's why i prayed, or just trying my faith. I talked to a friend who was going to come down and let me use his credit card. Bfore he came, i went in a corner by myself and prayed. And it was something like "I have no idea if You're trying my faith, or don't want me to go right now. If you don't want me to, do something w/-------- when he gets here. So he got there.... and they said the person has to be 25 years old!!!!!!!!! and they wouldn't take the card. My mom was now very upset, and trying to get them to figure something out, but i stopped her. Told her this is what i prayed about, and I know w/o a dougt that this was God!!SOOOOOOOOOONow, I don't know what this means for me. Idk if this means he didn't want me to leave today for some reason (an accident could have happended, exc.) or if he wants me to stay. I'm confsued, and don't know what to do. My life is literally on Hold. I don't know weather to look to get my job back, wait, unpack my stuff, live out of a box, exc!! Some firends were coming over for a sending off, open house party last nite. And some ppl still came. So we played games, but more importantly, prayed. EAch of us asking God to reveal to us/me clearly what's next.
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